Thursday, August 13, 2009

Chemo "Class"

Today was Chemo Class. Although, I'd hardly call it chemo class. It was rather disappointing. The "teacher" literally stood in front of a power point presentation and recited the words. We really didn't learn anything new. We were told of about 6 slides worth of possible side effects, but the reality is I likely won't be impacted by many of them (this is me being very optimistic) or for those that I do suffer from, thank god for lots of drugs to counteract them. We sat amongst 6 other patients in this class, most appearing to be much more sick than me. Jason and I walked out feeling totally drained and depressed but after the initial reaction wore off, we were both left feeling very optimistic. I am so young and healthy, I have so much going for me. I feel more at peace by the whole thing right now, and as Josh Kemp said I'm going to open a big ole can of wup'ass on this nasty disease and kill it!

This next week will bring:
  • Massage by my friend Anna (yay!)
  • My first tissue expansion so I can finally see what my new boobs will start to look like
  • The first infusion
  • A family photo shoot to capture this moment in time
I am feeling quite good at the moment...

7 comments:

  1. You're already killin' it!!!

    Please keep up your aMAZing attitude (actually, this goes to Jason, too)... See, although I can't speak for anyone else following you (and Jason and the girls) in this journey, I can't help but remain optimistic with you!

    Rock-on Wonder Woman!!!

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  2. Yes, you are young and healthy and should definitely be optimistic!
    I'm wearing the pink bracelet that your mom gave me. It symbolizes your amazing strength and courage as you continue to fight this
    awful disease.Marlene

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  3. She is woman, hear her ROAR!! You go, girl!!

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  4. You've already opened the can!!

    Your plans sound great- always good to have some other stuff on the calendar besides chemo!

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  5. An interesting website I came across...

    http://www.circusofcancer.org/index.html

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  6. Hey Jen,

    Keep up your strong attitude. I have a really good friend Shannon who has been cancer free for a year now. I can get you in touch with her if you want. She has the same outlook on life as you and may have some really helpful tips. She was 26 at the time of being diagnosed and had a similar treatment plan. You are so strong and should really be proud of yourself. It makes me happy to know what a great support system you have. Praying for you daily! Thank you for putting life into perspective. A lot of people could learn from you.

    Sarah

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  7. Jen, I'm thinking about you this week (as I do every week) but especially this Thursday as you start chemo. I know you will do fantastic and I can wait for the party next August when we can celebrate with a big blow-out party! xoxo.

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